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This "love" shit is fucking confusing as hell.
I know I like John.
I like him a lot.
But I don't know.
I suck at relationships,
And I know I'm gonna just screw it up if we ever go out.
  • Current Music
    From The Second I Wake Up - Valencia

I love you.

John Hayden.
I fucking love you,

You have no idea.
Cara's mom even said something about it.
Last night after we brought you home,
She was like..
"Ari, you're crushing on John. Aren't you? I can see it in your eyes."
Why don't you love me too?
  • Current Music
    Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

(no subject)

Im over you. I still shake when you walk by and I still save all of our online conversations. I still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name and I still think about you most of the time. Youre still the first person I look for when I enter a room and I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. In my mind, you are breath-taking and never seen such a gorgeous smile. But Im over you. Really, I am.


Ryan Doherty.
Go die.


John Hayden<3

(no subject)

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
The worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like sunspots or raindrops...


Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time.
but today ive wasted away for today is on my mind...

Left the only worries I had in my hands,
Away from the light in my eyes..
Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel....


Cause feelings mean nothing


Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind

I can't care to worry
Im feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind


Where feelings mean nothing


Now All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I’ve wasted away, for today is on my mind
For today is on my mind
Yeah today is on my mind

Now I can't care to worry
I’m feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart...